everything, all in one

its been a while,
i dn`t kno wht to write about.
i feel lyk ppl read this nd get nothing from it.
but maybe you shouldn`t. idk?? im hungry.
i always say "life`s good."
but thats a lie it suckss badly.
lol
i think it because im too young to get much out of it.
i guess??
i jst wonder wht is my purpose,
i mean why do u live.
personally,
i think it`s to better life,
for the nxt generation,
but im not suree.

school sucks,
i feel lyk im failing everything,
eventhough i try so flippin' hard.
track keeps me going,
hope for the future.

is it badd that i feel lyk i have noo friends??
lmao, i mean im not a lonerr,
but i jst keep 2 myself at all times.
i dislike people.
i mean i do like a select few,
but mostly their annoying.
im suree ppl think this bout mee tooo. lol

diablo, y are the girls on my super sweet 16 soo bratty?? lyk diablo be greatful.

i seem to always be thinking of things i should hav done,
or could hav done better,
nd that suckss but i cn`t help it.

she thinks im a meanie. i hav some kidd throwing himself at mee, that ould do anything for mee. but lyk damn. i guess its lyk okayy hun, been there, done that. not interested. i feel lyk he stalks mee, nd it suckss.lol hes sooo old news, i kno he would do anything for mee, but its lyk im cool wit jst being friends. nd i dn`t wanna brake his heart, eventhough he deffinetly did it too mee, nd to this dayy beats himself up for it. i jst dn`t want him to go through the pain i went through, i want moree from him. its sad but he deserves better. u feel mee??

imma goo cuz i got too personal in onee blog. lol.
im hungry. nd my mom is almost coming to get mee

*byeeee
Ashley

&btw im upset now, cuz im hungry nd my mom is lyk o imma go get u so we can eat, then is lyk nvm i cn`t. so shes lyk ill bring u something. calls back nd says nvm eat something at home. there isn`t anything to eat. >:O, ill get over it. :)