March 25, 2009

contusion*



haha. yesterdayy::
was my first official* day of outdoor track, yayyy!but i was extra nervous, because i haven`t thrown in lyk a month, nd hammer, since last season. nd yess i had a reason to be nervous b/c the second time i threw, i didn`t clear the sector nd yess of course, timmy was coming bac from outt there, in carajo land, nd the hammer went right by his head, if he would hav taken an extra 2 steps, he would hav had a contusion* on his face. ouuuahh.


.:Mommy:.
i admire my mother. i can`t believe how far she has come. i am so proud of her. she deserves the best of this world. she`s worked harder than anyone i kno to make her dreams become a reality. she went from a young lady, to becoming a women in a matter of 9mnths, pregnant at 16--> mother at 17,"widow" two mnths later.
and still she graduated high school although she was told many times, that she would never make it,boyy did she prove them all wrong. she moved on to Providence College on a FULL scholarship. she has worked sooo hard to give me the best of everything, and i jst wonder how will i ever repay her for all she has done., well all i can do is make her proud, but is that enough?> i mean, i guess, shes my mother, and its her "job" to take care of me, but i guess it`s cuz not every mother/parent does this for their child.i dn`t even understand, how she jst grew up sooo fast, lol i sound lyk i watched her grow up. but she had to realize young, i would say, that she was no longer living for only herself, but for me. she had to put the partying,drinking, and most fun* aside, because she was no longer in charge of her own life but something greater, someone elses life.
pero, i feel lyk i been blabbing on about my mom,lol, but o well *_-.

til nxt timee, im outte

Ashley

p.s. u if u go to classical, u should buy classical socks, so the girls track team can
get some$$. 8D

&btw:: pic#2, we`re cool. LOL the little crazyness i hav in me is from my mom, lol.nd i look exta huge in that picture =/

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