overwhelmed.

okayy.
im overwhelmed.
i feel lyk the things i used to enjoy, are becoming a burden to mee.
i used to like to go to church,(i still do) nd wen i went to the santisimo a few weeks ago, i felt good.
but the the pastt too weeks, i feel like im getting more headaches, then feeling relaxed, or at peace. when i think about church.
i really want to be a Pep, so i dn`t wanna give up, but going to church, and worshiping the Lord shouldn`t be a sacrifice, and thats wht its been feeling like lately. im not ready to give up. but sometimes, i feel like its taking over everything i do. i jst need a sign, that this is all jst ment to be. &alot of the times i feel like im such a hypocrite. its lyk u go to church nd ur all begging the Lord to forgive your sins, &then the nxtt week, its the same story. idkk wht to do. its like.............
LORD, do you hear me, hello?
idkk anymoree.