im scared....
im scared your growing up too fast.
scared that ur going to screw up, &bee okay w/ that.
that ur so called friends will leave you wen u need them the most.
im scared b/c u think u kno it all
b/c of the ppl u hang out w/.
ur interest also scare me.
the fact that u stay up talking on the fone til 730 in the morning.
im scared the nxtt few years are goin to chew you up nd spit u back outt &leave you w/ nothing.
im also angry...
angry at ur mom, for letting this happen.
at you for not LISTENING, i hear you, doesn`t count.
at myself for not teaching you anybetter.


i wish you could jstt understand.........but i guess you`ll jstt have to learn the hard way.




p.s. iLove you.