elllooo :)
LIFE is GOOD.
lmaoo. im soo contradicting myself. but maybee its jst some weeks, are better then others. but i do notice myself regretting things i do, lyk i need to think things through better. nd i guess it makes things suckk, but it could always be worst.
i have been getting closer, to the people that matter, or the ones that will stick around, or idkk, its not purposely, but natural. i want to get closer to Janelle, i miss her. idk wht happened, we kinda jst slowly stopped talking. i find myself, creating myself. i mean, im mee, but the mee in the power suit, makin all the BIG bucks, nd it feels good. i can now see myself in the future, nd it looks BRIGHT!
so i cut my hair today. not lyk short short, but too mee, i feel bald. i used to my lonng hair, that was done to lyk the dent in yoou back, idk around threre, to rigggght below my bra strap. i think i lyk it though, its growing on mee.
im really confused. about religion. im catholic, nd i belive in god, that he died for use, nd reserrected on easter, nd all that good stuff. but wen ppl get technichal lyk his sprirt is in inside me, i think its BS. a part of him is inside you,, lyk the lost love ones you hav had. but to say he came inside me nd i fainted b/c he "took over"?! wtheckers! nd speacking in tounge, idk its fishy, i think he understands you if ur speaking english, chinese, or ever shabalaba. he knos.
&btw. my bloggs r random. lyk not a set topic. lmao
i have been getting closer, to the people that matter, or the ones that will stick around, or idkk, its not purposely, but natural. i want to get closer to Janelle, i miss her. idk wht happened, we kinda jst slowly stopped talking. i find myself, creating myself. i mean, im mee, but the mee in the power suit, makin all the BIG bucks, nd it feels good. i can now see myself in the future, nd it looks BRIGHT!
so i cut my hair today. not lyk short short, but too mee, i feel bald. i used to my lonng hair, that was done to lyk the dent in yoou back, idk around threre, to rigggght below my bra strap. i think i lyk it though, its growing on mee.
im really confused. about religion. im catholic, nd i belive in god, that he died for use, nd reserrected on easter, nd all that good stuff. but wen ppl get technichal lyk his sprirt is in inside me, i think its BS. a part of him is inside you,, lyk the lost love ones you hav had. but to say he came inside me nd i fainted b/c he "took over"?! wtheckers! nd speacking in tounge, idk its fishy, i think he understands you if ur speaking english, chinese, or ever shabalaba. he knos.
well till nxt time....im outee
Ashley*
Ashley*
&btw. my bloggs r random. lyk not a set topic. lmao
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