umm? idk

ello fellow bloggers :)


im in a good mood, surprisingly, lately i hav been feeling lyk, JST FUCK IT....everything school, boyys,, LiFE. these last few weeks hav been most def been passing mee by. i dn`t even remember wht happened today, it was lyk i went to school, blahhh. it wasn`t always lyk this before i would look forard to going to school nd actually showing my mom my grades, i hav been feeling lyk such a failure lately :'(


but yeahh my life pretty much sucks riiight now..............
well to me at least. the only thing that gives makes mee feel better is that i kno there are MADD people who hav it worst than i do. i am very grateful for everything i have a fanily that loves mee and supports mee and AH-MAY-ZING friends, nd madd other good stuff to but sometimes i think its jst not enough, am i being selfish/or is it wrong for wanting better/more?


One a better note::
the sweet sixteen plans are goin swell, im soo excited, even though its lyk 7months away im still ampd pero yeahh, mii nd my prima Jarii are goin dress shoppin tomarrow, yayy uss. LOL.

well, i have a TON of maowork too do so.....

til nxt timee, im outee
Ashley